College student in a relationship- need advice.?

You seem to be seriously conflicted but have a good idea of the answers. First of all, you are perfect just as you are. Learn to accept yourself as you are, without judgment. What is your focus in life? What kind of life to you want for yourself? Figure that out and go for it. If you want to finish school and get your degree, do it. Don't let anything get in the way. The degree is for life...and as you've already learned, relationships don't necessarily last. The degree may well be worth far more than any relationship. As for the guy, sounds like you picked again the same type you married. Drop him. He's not worth your time. If you are not enjoying the relationship you are in there is something wrong with it. So fix it...which probably means leave. Find another relationship. Plenty of time to find a guy when you've finished school and are out working. In the meantime, you'll find plenty of guys who will take you our and with whom you can spend a nice time without getting into long-term commitments. Also I suspect once you have your degree your tastes will change.